1 00:00:05,639 --> 00:00:07,641 The rioting spread to another cell block. 2 00:00:07,675 --> 00:00:09,377 That makes three on two tiers. 3 00:00:09,410 --> 00:00:11,645 She wants to hold a press conference. 4 00:00:11,679 --> 00:00:13,114 ESU on the scene? 5 00:00:13,147 --> 00:00:14,782 On but not in, pending our "go." 6 00:00:14,815 --> 00:00:18,286 SRG. Strategic Response Group means you have a strategy, usually. 7 00:00:18,319 --> 00:00:19,420 That's her contribution? 8 00:00:19,453 --> 00:00:21,355 I hear sarcasm. No. 9 00:00:21,389 --> 00:00:24,125 Carlton, tell her that'd be like fiddling while Rome burns. 10 00:00:24,158 --> 00:00:27,228 I want to know the one thing I don't get in this. 11 00:00:27,261 --> 00:00:29,130 Can you guess what that thing is? 12 00:00:29,163 --> 00:00:31,632 Why are the inmates acting out 13 00:00:31,665 --> 00:00:35,803 when taking away solitary is supposedly a win for them? 14 00:00:35,836 --> 00:00:38,772 Half right. What's the other half? 15 00:00:38,806 --> 00:00:41,209 Are we sure it's the inmates? 16 00:00:41,242 --> 00:00:44,145 Or are the corrections officers acting out in protest? 17 00:00:44,178 --> 00:00:46,847 They put on a uniform every day just like cops. 18 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:49,550 And maybe when a mayor takes a tool out of their belt, 19 00:00:49,583 --> 00:00:51,852 they act out, just like cops. 20 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:53,754 I got nothing that says it's the COs. 21 00:00:53,787 --> 00:00:56,190 You got nothing from who? COs? 22 00:00:56,224 --> 00:00:58,092 Yeah, the COs, like my brother-in-law Lenny, 23 00:00:58,126 --> 00:01:00,761 been on that job for 14 years and he's a good man. 24 00:01:00,794 --> 00:01:01,795 Carlton, you can... 25 00:01:01,829 --> 00:01:05,099 Sid, this is a policy beef, not a family one. 26 00:01:05,133 --> 00:01:08,369 All due respect, cops and COs are part of the same family. 27 00:01:08,402 --> 00:01:09,703 But tell her to expect his call 28 00:01:09,737 --> 00:01:11,639 and don't try to duck it, comprende? 29 00:01:13,307 --> 00:01:15,709 The mayor says it's an experiment 30 00:01:15,743 --> 00:01:18,312 and many experiments have unstable launches... 31 00:01:18,346 --> 00:01:20,681 Of all the ignorant, egghead, bleeding-heart... 32 00:01:20,714 --> 00:01:21,482 Just the messenger. 33 00:01:21,515 --> 00:01:23,617 If an experiment blows up the lab, 34 00:01:23,651 --> 00:01:25,353 you shut down the experiment. 35 00:01:25,386 --> 00:01:26,820 She's gonna have to hear that from you. 36 00:01:26,854 --> 00:01:29,857 Send in ESU. Got it, boss. 37 00:01:29,890 --> 00:01:33,294 And she sure as hell will hear it from me. You and me. 38 00:01:33,327 --> 00:01:34,895 No. 39 00:01:34,928 --> 00:01:37,731 Me and Sid. Set it up. 40 00:01:38,899 --> 00:01:42,136 Set it up, please. 41 00:01:48,509 --> 00:01:50,511 (indistinct police radio chatter) 42 00:01:51,845 --> 00:01:53,647 Hey, what do we got? 43 00:01:53,681 --> 00:01:56,850 Jessica Rossi, 40s, looks like she was cut from ear to ear. 44 00:01:56,884 --> 00:01:58,886 No weapon found. 45 00:01:58,919 --> 00:02:01,322 Discovered lying here on the kitchen floor 46 00:02:01,355 --> 00:02:03,691 by her oldest son, Nick. 47 00:02:03,724 --> 00:02:05,393 She's got three kids in all, 48 00:02:05,426 --> 00:02:06,860 two boys, one girl. 49 00:02:06,894 --> 00:02:10,331 Where are they? Over here. 50 00:02:20,774 --> 00:02:24,912 Nick, Detective Reagan, my partner Detective Baez. 51 00:02:24,945 --> 00:02:26,280 We're very sorry for your loss. 52 00:02:26,314 --> 00:02:27,181 Thank you. 53 00:02:27,215 --> 00:02:29,717 Do you mind if we ask you a few questions? 54 00:02:29,750 --> 00:02:32,720 Steve, take Nicole into the dining room. 55 00:02:32,753 --> 00:02:33,821 Wait for Grandma and Grandpa. 56 00:02:33,854 --> 00:02:35,323 Okay? 57 00:02:38,259 --> 00:02:41,295 DANNY: We were told that you were the person that found your mom. 58 00:02:41,329 --> 00:02:44,632 Could you take us through what happened? Step by step. 59 00:02:44,665 --> 00:02:47,868 I, uh, came in through the front door like I always do, 60 00:02:47,901 --> 00:02:50,271 and I called out for her. 61 00:02:50,304 --> 00:02:51,505 She was home a lot, 62 00:02:51,539 --> 00:02:52,606 but she'd be out sometimes, 63 00:02:52,640 --> 00:02:57,478 so I didn't think much of it when she didn't respond. 64 00:02:57,511 --> 00:03:00,314 Nick, if you're not up for this, we can do it another time. 65 00:03:00,348 --> 00:03:01,815 No. I can do it. I want to help. 66 00:03:01,849 --> 00:03:03,651 Okay. You said she didn't respond. 67 00:03:03,684 --> 00:03:04,952 What happened next? 68 00:03:04,985 --> 00:03:08,389 I went into the kitchen to make some food, and... 69 00:03:08,422 --> 00:03:10,824 it didn't even look like her. 70 00:03:10,858 --> 00:03:13,861 There was blood everywhere. 71 00:03:13,894 --> 00:03:14,995 We're so sorry. 72 00:03:15,028 --> 00:03:15,829 Now I wish I had. 73 00:03:15,863 --> 00:03:17,631 Should have at least tried to help. 74 00:03:17,665 --> 00:03:18,832 There's nothing you could have done, Nick. 75 00:03:18,866 --> 00:03:19,967 It was too late. 76 00:03:20,000 --> 00:03:22,436 Or given her a kiss, said good-bye. 77 00:03:22,470 --> 00:03:23,937 What about your father? 78 00:03:23,971 --> 00:03:25,906 Is he, uh, on his way home? 79 00:03:25,939 --> 00:03:29,343 No. He moved out a year ago. 80 00:03:29,377 --> 00:03:32,480 Haven't heard from him since. 81 00:03:32,513 --> 00:03:34,982 Will you be staying with your grandparents? 82 00:03:35,015 --> 00:03:36,450 I guess. 83 00:03:36,484 --> 00:03:38,586 Definitely not my dad. DANNY: Okay. 84 00:03:38,619 --> 00:03:39,953 Is there anything else that you could think of 85 00:03:39,987 --> 00:03:41,322 that might be helpful to us? 86 00:03:41,355 --> 00:03:44,992 Well, I was thinking, um... 87 00:03:45,025 --> 00:03:47,361 Go ahead, Nick, you can tell us. 88 00:03:48,862 --> 00:03:52,466 Is that how I'm always gonna remember her? 89 00:03:55,303 --> 00:03:57,738 No. 90 00:03:57,771 --> 00:03:59,773 But it is gonna take some time. 91 00:04:01,008 --> 00:04:04,011 (horns honking) 92 00:04:04,044 --> 00:04:06,447 WOMAN: What's the holdup? 93 00:04:06,480 --> 00:04:08,449 (horns continue honking) WOMAN 2: People have places to be! 94 00:04:08,482 --> 00:04:10,484 (drivers shouting indistinctly) 95 00:04:23,030 --> 00:04:24,998 Let's see who ran out of gas 96 00:04:25,032 --> 00:04:26,500 in the middle of the intersection today. 97 00:04:26,534 --> 00:04:28,836 All right, okay. All right, we got it. 98 00:04:28,869 --> 00:04:29,870 We're checking on it. 99 00:04:29,903 --> 00:04:31,505 Hey, ma'am. Hey, can you hear me? 100 00:04:33,073 --> 00:04:34,475 Hey! It's locked. Hey. 101 00:04:34,508 --> 00:04:36,944 Jamie, we got to get in. Yep. 102 00:04:42,550 --> 00:04:43,817 Hey, are you okay? Hey, can you hear me? 103 00:04:43,851 --> 00:04:45,686 Hello! Hey! All right. 104 00:04:45,719 --> 00:04:47,888 I'm getting her out. Hey, Eddie, call a bus. 105 00:04:47,921 --> 00:04:49,056 JANKO: Central, 12 David, we have a female 106 00:04:49,089 --> 00:04:50,358 approximately 18 years of age, 107 00:04:50,391 --> 00:04:51,825 unconscious at this location. 108 00:04:51,859 --> 00:04:52,960 We need a bus forthwith 109 00:04:52,993 --> 00:04:55,596 at West 44 and 11th Avenue. 110 00:04:55,629 --> 00:04:56,897 She okay? What's happening? 111 00:04:56,930 --> 00:04:58,332 I'm not getting anything. How far out is that bus? 112 00:04:58,366 --> 00:05:00,634 We're gonna need more 113 00:05:00,668 --> 00:05:01,735 than CPR. 114 00:05:01,769 --> 00:05:03,737 Okay, you take over. I'm gonna give her the Naloxone. 115 00:05:03,771 --> 00:05:04,872 Go. 116 00:05:07,040 --> 00:05:08,942 JANKO: Do you think that'll reverse the overdose? 117 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:10,478 Okay. Set. 118 00:05:10,511 --> 00:05:12,045 Come on, sweetheart, get up. 119 00:05:12,079 --> 00:05:13,981 Let's get up. 120 00:05:14,014 --> 00:05:15,082 Come on. 121 00:05:15,115 --> 00:05:16,784 Come on, hey. 122 00:05:16,817 --> 00:05:19,052 Hey. Hey, you hear me? 123 00:05:19,086 --> 00:05:20,120 What's your name? Hey! 124 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:22,089 Jamie, Jamie, she's not waking up. 125 00:05:22,122 --> 00:05:23,591 Hey, can you hear me? Can you hear anything? Hey! 126 00:05:23,624 --> 00:05:24,792 Nothing's happening, Jamie. Nothing's working. 127 00:05:24,825 --> 00:05:26,994 (siren blares in distance) 128 00:05:29,830 --> 00:05:32,833 * 129 00:05:52,453 --> 00:05:53,554 DANNY: What did you find 130 00:05:53,587 --> 00:05:55,122 when you ran the ex-husband, David Rossi? 131 00:05:55,155 --> 00:05:58,392 A few misdemeanor assault collars from a few years ago. 132 00:05:58,426 --> 00:06:01,128 Apparently, David Rossi owns a lucrative paving company. 133 00:06:01,161 --> 00:06:04,131 And Jessica win over a million in assets in the divorce. 134 00:06:04,164 --> 00:06:06,133 So much for that million now. 135 00:06:06,166 --> 00:06:07,768 She won every cent she asked for, 136 00:06:07,801 --> 00:06:09,703 including full custody of the kids. 137 00:06:09,737 --> 00:06:11,539 I wonder how she pulled that off. 138 00:06:11,572 --> 00:06:13,874 Apparently, Nick testified against his father 139 00:06:13,907 --> 00:06:15,543 in the divorce hearing. 140 00:06:15,576 --> 00:06:16,977 See, that's something I'll never understand. 141 00:06:17,010 --> 00:06:18,446 You know, parents, they always say 142 00:06:18,479 --> 00:06:19,580 it's all about the kids. 143 00:06:19,613 --> 00:06:20,748 They don't want to put them through hell, 144 00:06:20,781 --> 00:06:21,982 then they throw them on the stand 145 00:06:22,015 --> 00:06:23,150 as soon as they see dollar signs. 146 00:06:23,183 --> 00:06:24,985 Yeah, I think he wanted to. 147 00:06:25,018 --> 00:06:26,420 What makes you say that? 148 00:06:26,454 --> 00:06:28,589 Nick gave convincing testimony 149 00:06:28,622 --> 00:06:31,492 that his father physically and verbally abused them. 150 00:06:31,525 --> 00:06:34,428 Physically abusive ex-husband. 151 00:06:34,462 --> 00:06:37,698 I guess it's time to pay him a visit. 152 00:06:42,803 --> 00:06:44,805 (medical monitor beeps) 153 00:06:47,508 --> 00:06:48,842 We'll wait till she wakes up. 154 00:06:48,876 --> 00:06:51,178 Now might not be the time to ask her questions. 155 00:06:51,211 --> 00:06:53,881 She'll have to spend the night here, sober up. 156 00:06:53,914 --> 00:06:55,148 Will a guardian be joining her? 157 00:06:55,182 --> 00:06:56,049 No. 158 00:06:56,083 --> 00:06:58,085 Certainly someone should call her parents. 159 00:06:58,118 --> 00:06:59,520 You must have her phone. 160 00:06:59,553 --> 00:07:03,657 She's 18. Legally, she's an adult. (scoffs) 161 00:07:03,691 --> 00:07:05,793 When can we move her to the precinct and process her arrest? 162 00:07:05,826 --> 00:07:08,796 We have her on an Naloxone drip. 163 00:07:08,829 --> 00:07:10,230 When we think she can sustain without it, 164 00:07:10,263 --> 00:07:11,699 once the heroin's out of her system, 165 00:07:11,732 --> 00:07:13,233 you guys can take her. 166 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:15,503 But she's gonna be okay? 167 00:07:15,536 --> 00:07:16,637 Because of you, she should be. 168 00:07:18,005 --> 00:07:19,673 She might be a little sick, probably try to get away. 169 00:07:19,707 --> 00:07:20,808 Most of them do. 170 00:07:20,841 --> 00:07:21,942 We'll make sure she doesn't. 171 00:07:21,975 --> 00:07:24,878 She seems awfully young. 172 00:07:24,912 --> 00:07:27,881 When she's good to go, just let the guarding officer know. 173 00:07:27,915 --> 00:07:29,583 Okay. 174 00:07:32,553 --> 00:07:34,522 NURSE: Hi, Gina. 175 00:07:34,555 --> 00:07:36,624 I'm Nurse Labrant. I'll be taking care of you. 176 00:07:36,657 --> 00:07:39,560 Um, I'm fine. I don't need to be taken care of. Where's my car? 177 00:07:39,593 --> 00:07:41,562 You're not getting your car, Gina. 178 00:07:41,595 --> 00:07:43,964 What are you guys doing here? 179 00:07:43,997 --> 00:07:45,198 Do you realize that you're under arrest? 180 00:07:45,232 --> 00:07:47,167 How are you feeling, Gina? 181 00:07:47,200 --> 00:07:49,703 I-I'm fine. 182 00:07:49,737 --> 00:07:51,204 JAMIE: Where'd you get the heroin? 183 00:07:53,774 --> 00:07:55,609 I-I don't know. 184 00:07:55,643 --> 00:07:57,545 Um, I don't remember. 185 00:07:57,578 --> 00:07:58,779 Um, what is this? 186 00:07:58,812 --> 00:08:00,180 I'll explain everything. 187 00:08:00,213 --> 00:08:01,515 Feel better, Gina. 188 00:08:01,549 --> 00:08:02,783 (quietly): Let's go. 189 00:08:15,563 --> 00:08:17,264 DUTTON: But we have it under control? 190 00:08:17,297 --> 00:08:20,267 No. We have it under control for now. 191 00:08:20,300 --> 00:08:22,536 Since when are we on different teams? 192 00:08:22,570 --> 00:08:24,237 Since my officers were put in the crossfire 193 00:08:24,271 --> 00:08:25,906 and you put them there. 194 00:08:25,939 --> 00:08:28,275 I didn't expect this to go without any conflict. 195 00:08:28,308 --> 00:08:31,779 Madame Mayor, ESU can only sustain this for so long. 196 00:08:31,812 --> 00:08:35,816 You need to reinstate the option of solitary confinement. 197 00:08:35,849 --> 00:08:38,586 What we need is patience and perspective. 198 00:08:38,619 --> 00:08:40,153 Yeah, well, we're fresh out of that. 199 00:08:41,054 --> 00:08:43,090 All due respect. 200 00:08:43,123 --> 00:08:44,825 DUTTON: I'm not sure 201 00:08:44,858 --> 00:08:47,895 what Lieutenant Gormley's role here is. 202 00:08:47,928 --> 00:08:50,297 When I want to know what the boots on the ground 203 00:08:50,330 --> 00:08:52,065 are saying, I look to him. 204 00:08:52,099 --> 00:08:54,067 I am making him available to you. 205 00:08:57,605 --> 00:08:59,707 Is there anything you can add 206 00:08:59,740 --> 00:09:03,176 besides the boots on the ground don't like this policy? 207 00:09:03,210 --> 00:09:05,345 Yes. Why they don't like it. Okay. 208 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:09,617 It elevates the so-called rights of the incarcerated felons 209 00:09:09,650 --> 00:09:13,353 over the CO's ability to safely do their jobs. 210 00:09:13,386 --> 00:09:16,223 It's causing way more harm than good. 211 00:09:16,256 --> 00:09:18,726 So was solitary confinement. 212 00:09:18,759 --> 00:09:20,293 It's not the same thing. 213 00:09:20,327 --> 00:09:22,329 We're not here to defend solitary. 214 00:09:22,362 --> 00:09:25,332 We are here to protest your policy as it stands. 215 00:09:25,365 --> 00:09:28,368 It's like a dry run with live people involved. 216 00:09:28,401 --> 00:09:31,705 And we got dozens of ESU officers in on their day off, 217 00:09:31,739 --> 00:09:34,307 and dozens more on extended tours. 218 00:09:34,341 --> 00:09:37,377 40% of all prison suicides 219 00:09:37,410 --> 00:09:39,713 take place in solitary. 220 00:09:39,747 --> 00:09:42,382 Not to mention, it costs our taxpayers $78,000 221 00:09:42,415 --> 00:09:43,984 per inmate, per year, 222 00:09:44,017 --> 00:09:46,086 to more or less facilitate those deaths. 223 00:09:46,119 --> 00:09:47,387 Is this about a budget? 224 00:09:47,420 --> 00:09:49,690 At the end of the day, we all live by a budget. 225 00:09:49,723 --> 00:09:51,625 At the end of this day, some may not. 226 00:09:51,659 --> 00:09:52,693 May not what? 227 00:09:52,726 --> 00:09:54,161 Live. 228 00:09:54,194 --> 00:09:56,163 And if it's a CO or one of my officers, 229 00:09:56,196 --> 00:09:57,264 there's gonna be hell to pay. 230 00:09:57,297 --> 00:09:59,933 And if it's an inmate 231 00:09:59,967 --> 00:10:03,170 that life somehow matters less, Frank? 232 00:10:03,203 --> 00:10:04,371 I didn't say that. 233 00:10:04,404 --> 00:10:08,341 Any life lost to this kind of fuzzy social experimenting 234 00:10:08,375 --> 00:10:10,243 is a waste. 235 00:10:10,277 --> 00:10:11,879 Any life. 236 00:10:15,115 --> 00:10:17,084 (door closes) 237 00:10:23,857 --> 00:10:26,660 JANKO: So, you save a life, and now you're just gonna let it 238 00:10:26,694 --> 00:10:28,228 get ruined by the system? 239 00:10:28,261 --> 00:10:30,664 That drug saved her, not me. 240 00:10:30,698 --> 00:10:32,833 Right. You and the miracle drug. 241 00:10:32,866 --> 00:10:35,402 You think that drug is a miracle? 242 00:10:35,435 --> 00:10:37,170 What do you mean? Of course it is. 243 00:10:37,204 --> 00:10:39,139 You know, it's not just EMTs and hospitals that have it anymore-- 244 00:10:39,172 --> 00:10:40,340 the addicts carry it around. So what, 245 00:10:40,373 --> 00:10:42,710 are we just supposed to let people die? All I'm saying is, 246 00:10:42,743 --> 00:10:44,077 I don't know if it's such a good thing 247 00:10:44,111 --> 00:10:45,445 to make an OD less threatening. 248 00:10:45,478 --> 00:10:46,880 She messed up. 249 00:10:46,914 --> 00:10:48,381 Haven't you ever messed up as a teenager? 250 00:10:48,415 --> 00:10:50,350 Did you ever... get caught with pot 251 00:10:50,383 --> 00:10:53,086 or stupidly drive drunk? 252 00:10:53,120 --> 00:10:56,389 I don't know. Not really. 253 00:10:56,423 --> 00:10:59,693 Well, it must be nice being so perfect. 254 00:10:59,727 --> 00:11:00,794 (chuckles) 255 00:11:00,828 --> 00:11:03,030 You know what, I can't help but wonder, 256 00:11:03,063 --> 00:11:04,364 if she were different... 257 00:11:04,397 --> 00:11:05,733 What do you mean? 258 00:11:05,766 --> 00:11:07,968 If she were a poor male, 259 00:11:08,001 --> 00:11:09,436 more like the people we typically arrest... 260 00:11:09,469 --> 00:11:11,104 Don't even go there, Reagan. 261 00:11:11,138 --> 00:11:13,106 It's like you see yourself in her or something. 262 00:11:13,140 --> 00:11:14,374 How can you say that? 263 00:11:14,407 --> 00:11:16,409 I don't know, I'm just saying it how I see it. 264 00:11:23,450 --> 00:11:26,019 You know where I can find David Rossi? 265 00:11:29,757 --> 00:11:31,458 David Rossi. 266 00:11:31,491 --> 00:11:34,928 Police. Need to ask you a few questions. 267 00:11:34,962 --> 00:11:38,098 Look... you obviously don't know my ex-wife and I 268 00:11:38,131 --> 00:11:40,233 if you think I can help you. 269 00:11:40,267 --> 00:11:42,002 Uh-huh. We weren't exactly 270 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:43,303 on speaking terms. 271 00:11:43,336 --> 00:11:44,371 Okay. Well, when's the last time 272 00:11:44,404 --> 00:11:45,405 you did speak to her? 273 00:11:47,908 --> 00:11:50,410 Maybe... two years ago. 274 00:11:50,443 --> 00:11:52,212 We've exchanged words since, 275 00:11:52,245 --> 00:11:54,414 but I don't think it qualifies as talking. 276 00:11:54,447 --> 00:11:56,449 Did your wife have any enemies? 277 00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:59,086 No. I mean, she was a real pain in the ass, 278 00:11:59,119 --> 00:12:01,321 but she never pissed anyone off for real. 279 00:12:01,354 --> 00:12:03,824 How about you? Enemies? 280 00:12:03,857 --> 00:12:05,158 I got a few. 281 00:12:05,192 --> 00:12:07,828 But anybody who knows anything wouldn't go after Jessie 282 00:12:07,861 --> 00:12:09,429 to get back at me. 283 00:12:09,462 --> 00:12:12,165 At least... not anymore. 284 00:12:12,199 --> 00:12:13,901 How about before, who'd go after her before? 285 00:12:13,934 --> 00:12:15,335 I didn't mean it like that. 286 00:12:15,368 --> 00:12:16,970 How'd you mean it? When Jessie and I 287 00:12:17,004 --> 00:12:18,505 were good, we were good. 288 00:12:18,538 --> 00:12:20,107 I was protective-- 289 00:12:20,140 --> 00:12:21,441 you couldn't get past me to her if you tried. 290 00:12:21,474 --> 00:12:23,743 So then where were you Monday afternoon? 291 00:12:24,577 --> 00:12:26,513 You think I did it? 292 00:12:26,546 --> 00:12:28,148 The mother of my children? 293 00:12:28,181 --> 00:12:30,017 Hey, I'm just checking off all the boxes. 294 00:12:30,050 --> 00:12:31,284 My oldest found her. 295 00:12:31,318 --> 00:12:33,520 You think I would do that to him? 296 00:12:33,553 --> 00:12:35,055 Your oldest testified against you in court-- 297 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:36,389 I'm sure that pissed you off. 298 00:12:36,423 --> 00:12:39,259 But I don't go and kill his mother! 299 00:12:39,292 --> 00:12:40,560 Hey, I'm still talking to you. 300 00:12:40,593 --> 00:12:41,962 Hey! 301 00:12:41,995 --> 00:12:43,296 Charley! 302 00:12:45,165 --> 00:12:47,567 Charley! 303 00:12:47,600 --> 00:12:50,470 This lunatic thinks I have to talk to him. 304 00:12:50,503 --> 00:12:52,906 Well, my client has nothing to say. 305 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:55,976 Oh. You're his lawyer? You keep a lawyer on call? 306 00:12:56,009 --> 00:12:57,811 Charley works for my company. 307 00:12:57,845 --> 00:12:59,880 Not that it's any of your damn business. 308 00:12:59,913 --> 00:13:02,482 Yeah, we need to ask you to leave. 309 00:13:03,616 --> 00:13:05,585 You know, only guilty people keep lawyers 310 00:13:05,618 --> 00:13:07,320 on retainer. 311 00:13:07,354 --> 00:13:10,223 With cops like you, only idiots don't! 312 00:13:19,933 --> 00:13:21,935 You don't owe me the apology. 313 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:25,005 I just, I-I promise, I didn't mean to cause you any trouble. 314 00:13:25,038 --> 00:13:27,140 It's no trouble-- it's my job. 315 00:13:27,174 --> 00:13:29,376 Please don't tell my dad, I'm begging you. 316 00:13:29,409 --> 00:13:31,444 This isn't a hundred-dollar parking ticket. 317 00:13:31,478 --> 00:13:33,446 How much is it gonna cost? 318 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:35,448 Thousands of dollars-- depending on the lawyer. 319 00:13:35,482 --> 00:13:37,450 Wait. Wait. I'm gonna need a lawyer? 320 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:39,953 And pay a potential fee, maybe several. 321 00:13:39,987 --> 00:13:41,521 Can you afford that? 322 00:13:41,554 --> 00:13:43,323 No. 323 00:13:47,260 --> 00:13:49,129 (sighs) 324 00:13:50,931 --> 00:13:52,900 You should tell your parents, Gina. 325 00:13:52,933 --> 00:13:55,102 No, no, no. They will absolutely kill me. 326 00:13:55,135 --> 00:13:56,870 You almost did that for yourself. 327 00:13:56,904 --> 00:13:58,571 (bell dings, door opens) 328 00:14:01,508 --> 00:14:04,077 I screwed up, and... 329 00:14:04,111 --> 00:14:05,312 and now I don't know what to do. 330 00:14:05,345 --> 00:14:07,214 You're gonna need help. 331 00:14:07,247 --> 00:14:09,516 They're not gonna help me with this. 332 00:14:09,549 --> 00:14:11,184 Who got you that car 333 00:14:11,218 --> 00:14:13,620 and the insurance that comes along with it? 334 00:14:13,653 --> 00:14:15,322 My parents. Exactly. 335 00:14:15,355 --> 00:14:17,357 Okay, but what do I say? 336 00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:21,661 You're asking my advice? 337 00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:23,163 Please. 338 00:14:24,331 --> 00:14:26,333 You could start by telling them what happened. 339 00:14:26,366 --> 00:14:28,201 (exhales) 340 00:14:28,235 --> 00:14:31,471 They're gonna be so disappointed. 341 00:14:31,504 --> 00:14:34,407 Could I ask? What was it, your ACL? 342 00:14:34,441 --> 00:14:37,277 What? I saw the soccer bumper sticker on your car. 343 00:14:37,310 --> 00:14:39,546 Did you get injured? MCL. 344 00:14:39,579 --> 00:14:41,248 MCL. And they put you on oxy? 345 00:14:41,281 --> 00:14:42,649 Yeah. 346 00:14:42,682 --> 00:14:44,417 For a couple months. 347 00:14:44,451 --> 00:14:46,153 Then the prescription ran out. 348 00:14:46,186 --> 00:14:48,288 Yeah. 349 00:14:48,321 --> 00:14:49,990 And to think I was embarrassed 350 00:14:50,023 --> 00:14:54,127 about having to wear a cast for most of my senior year. 351 00:14:54,161 --> 00:14:56,997 (handcuffs clack) Look at me now. 352 00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:02,002 Come on. I'm gonna call your parents. 353 00:15:02,035 --> 00:15:04,171 I'm gonna have them come down to the precinct to meet you. 354 00:15:04,204 --> 00:15:05,605 Okay? Come on. (sighs) 355 00:15:12,579 --> 00:15:15,082 Your sister came through with the subpoena. 356 00:15:15,115 --> 00:15:16,616 Got the phone records. 357 00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:19,252 Great. See, I knew it-- she may act up, 358 00:15:19,286 --> 00:15:21,388 but deep down inside she's a big ball of mush. 359 00:15:21,421 --> 00:15:23,290 Anybody on here who can help us find out 360 00:15:23,323 --> 00:15:25,225 Rossi's whereabouts at the time of the murder? 361 00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:27,327 He had an incoming right around that time. 362 00:15:27,360 --> 00:15:28,695 All right, great. Let's talk to them, 363 00:15:28,728 --> 00:15:30,697 see if they could tell us where he was. 364 00:15:30,730 --> 00:15:32,365 You're not gonna like who it was. 365 00:15:32,399 --> 00:15:33,633 Well, who was it? Nick. 366 00:15:33,666 --> 00:15:35,702 He called his father right after he found her. 367 00:15:35,735 --> 00:15:38,671 He told us he hadn't talked to his father in a year. 368 00:15:38,705 --> 00:15:41,274 Can we trust anyone in this family? 369 00:15:41,308 --> 00:15:44,277 * 370 00:15:49,116 --> 00:15:50,617 Gina Marie. 371 00:15:50,650 --> 00:15:52,452 Mom, I'm sorry. 372 00:15:55,188 --> 00:15:57,157 I'll give you a few minutes, 373 00:15:57,190 --> 00:15:59,726 then I have to put her in a cell. 374 00:15:59,759 --> 00:16:03,230 I-I really can't go home with them? No, Gina, you really can't. 375 00:16:03,263 --> 00:16:04,464 You shouldn't even be talking out here right now. 376 00:16:04,497 --> 00:16:07,167 Thank you, Officer. 377 00:16:07,200 --> 00:16:08,401 Johnson. 378 00:16:08,435 --> 00:16:09,402 Five minutes, then they're out. 379 00:16:09,436 --> 00:16:10,403 I'll be back to process her. 380 00:16:10,437 --> 00:16:11,571 Thank you. 381 00:16:17,210 --> 00:16:18,711 Officer. 382 00:16:18,745 --> 00:16:20,647 We didn't raise her this way. 383 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:22,382 I'm not here to pass judgment. There has to be 384 00:16:22,415 --> 00:16:24,084 something we can do to help. 385 00:16:24,117 --> 00:16:25,318 I think just being here 386 00:16:25,352 --> 00:16:28,255 for her now. I meant... for you. 387 00:16:28,288 --> 00:16:29,289 Please don't do that. 388 00:16:29,322 --> 00:16:31,191 What will it take? Whatever you want, we have it. 389 00:16:31,224 --> 00:16:32,125 That's a felony. 390 00:16:32,159 --> 00:16:33,193 She can't stay in there. 391 00:16:33,226 --> 00:16:34,161 Her bail will be set tomorrow 392 00:16:34,194 --> 00:16:36,196 at arraignment. She has to say overnight? 393 00:16:36,229 --> 00:16:37,497 She does. She's just a kid. 394 00:16:37,530 --> 00:16:39,366 Who committed a very serious crime. 395 00:16:40,400 --> 00:16:41,501 Five minutes. 396 00:16:41,534 --> 00:16:43,536 * 397 00:16:47,140 --> 00:16:48,408 Wait'll you hear this. 398 00:16:48,441 --> 00:16:49,542 According to Carlton, 399 00:16:49,576 --> 00:16:52,612 she likes all the officers on her detail except one: 400 00:16:52,645 --> 00:16:54,147 Officer Bunuel. 401 00:16:54,181 --> 00:16:55,615 What's her beef with Bunuel? 402 00:16:55,648 --> 00:16:57,284 Her gender. 403 00:16:57,317 --> 00:16:59,119 Clarice Bunuel. 404 00:16:59,152 --> 00:17:00,820 Wait. What? 405 00:17:00,853 --> 00:17:03,356 'Cause she's a woman seems to be the problem. 406 00:17:03,390 --> 00:17:05,358 Talk about the pot 407 00:17:05,392 --> 00:17:06,226 calling the kettle black. 408 00:17:06,259 --> 00:17:07,660 I don't think that's what that means. 409 00:17:07,694 --> 00:17:10,263 What's the detail say about our mayor? 410 00:17:10,297 --> 00:17:13,433 In terms of? In terms of how she treats our cops. 411 00:17:13,466 --> 00:17:15,435 They like her. 412 00:17:15,468 --> 00:17:17,437 To a man, so to speak. 413 00:17:17,470 --> 00:17:19,339 She treats them with a lot of respect, 414 00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:21,241 and has a nice variety of snacks. 415 00:17:21,274 --> 00:17:22,442 (door opens) 416 00:17:22,475 --> 00:17:25,112 They lifted the lockdown an hour ago. 417 00:17:25,145 --> 00:17:26,379 Fighting broke out 20 minutes ago. 418 00:17:26,413 --> 00:17:27,614 An ESU officer was stabbed 419 00:17:27,647 --> 00:17:29,416 in the neck above his vest. 420 00:17:30,450 --> 00:17:31,451 Condition? 421 00:17:31,484 --> 00:17:33,686 Critical but stable. En route to St. Victor's. 422 00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,588 This has got to stop. BAKER: I'll tell your detail. 423 00:17:35,622 --> 00:17:38,091 Where you going? To see my officer. 424 00:17:38,125 --> 00:17:39,459 DANNY: You got to be kidding me. 425 00:17:39,492 --> 00:17:40,793 They made you go back to school already? 426 00:17:40,827 --> 00:17:42,395 NICK: Nah, I wanted to go back. 427 00:17:42,429 --> 00:17:44,497 I hate being here. I know what you mean, 428 00:17:44,531 --> 00:17:46,499 believe me. 429 00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:49,369 So, about your dad... 430 00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:50,570 What's up 431 00:17:50,603 --> 00:17:52,272 with you and his relationship? 432 00:17:52,305 --> 00:17:53,606 What about it? 433 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:56,276 I don't know, when's the last time you talked 434 00:17:56,309 --> 00:17:57,444 to him, exactly? 435 00:17:57,477 --> 00:17:59,646 A year ago, like I said. 436 00:17:59,679 --> 00:18:01,848 They split up, and he hasn't cared enough 437 00:18:01,881 --> 00:18:03,516 to talk to us since. 438 00:18:03,550 --> 00:18:06,153 You know, Nick, if you really want to help 439 00:18:06,186 --> 00:18:08,355 the way you say you do, this might be 440 00:18:08,388 --> 00:18:10,490 a good time for you to tell the truth. 441 00:18:12,359 --> 00:18:14,427 Come on, I know you called your dad 442 00:18:14,461 --> 00:18:16,429 after you found your mother. 443 00:18:18,231 --> 00:18:21,568 I swear I just didn't know who else to call. 444 00:18:23,303 --> 00:18:25,405 He was too far away anyway-- he couldn't make it in time. 445 00:18:25,438 --> 00:18:26,806 Nick, come on. 446 00:18:28,308 --> 00:18:30,277 You got to tell me the truth here, kid. 447 00:18:30,310 --> 00:18:31,344 Your dad beat you. 448 00:18:31,378 --> 00:18:33,180 He beat you and your mother, 449 00:18:33,213 --> 00:18:35,515 on more than one occasion, and he beat you bad. 450 00:18:35,548 --> 00:18:37,484 Yet he's the first person you think to call 451 00:18:37,517 --> 00:18:40,553 after you find your mother dead? Why? 452 00:18:40,587 --> 00:18:42,389 I made a promise to my mom 453 00:18:42,422 --> 00:18:43,856 to keep this secret. Well, that's got to be 454 00:18:43,890 --> 00:18:45,858 one heavy load for you to be carrying around, kid. 455 00:18:45,892 --> 00:18:48,295 I think maybe this would be a good time 456 00:18:48,328 --> 00:18:49,829 for you to tell me the truth. 457 00:18:49,862 --> 00:18:51,464 (sighs) 458 00:18:52,499 --> 00:18:54,601 I lied at the divorce hearing. 459 00:18:55,802 --> 00:18:58,305 About your dad? 460 00:18:58,338 --> 00:18:59,706 Yeah. 461 00:18:59,739 --> 00:19:02,242 And your mother put you up to it? 462 00:19:02,275 --> 00:19:04,477 She said it was the only way for us to stay together. 463 00:19:04,511 --> 00:19:06,579 What'd she make you say, Nick? 464 00:19:06,613 --> 00:19:10,283 She told me to tell the judge that... 465 00:19:10,317 --> 00:19:12,519 he hurt her and that he hurt us 466 00:19:12,552 --> 00:19:15,488 and that he was dangerous to be around. 467 00:19:15,522 --> 00:19:17,924 Was that the truth, Nick? 468 00:19:19,326 --> 00:19:21,794 He never laid a hand on any of us. 469 00:19:25,565 --> 00:19:27,300 (sighs) 470 00:19:27,967 --> 00:19:29,636 (quietly): All right. 471 00:19:33,673 --> 00:19:34,941 (sighs heavily) 472 00:19:39,546 --> 00:19:41,414 Eddie. 473 00:19:41,448 --> 00:19:43,616 I wanted to say I'm sorry. 474 00:19:43,650 --> 00:19:44,784 Uh, hang on. 475 00:19:44,817 --> 00:19:46,686 Let me grab my phone for a sec. 476 00:19:46,719 --> 00:19:48,355 Can you say that again, please? 477 00:19:48,388 --> 00:19:49,822 I'm sorry about what I said. 478 00:19:49,856 --> 00:19:51,324 It's okay. 479 00:19:51,358 --> 00:19:52,992 There might be some truth to it. 480 00:19:53,025 --> 00:19:54,694 Doesn't matter, I shouldn't have said it. 481 00:19:54,727 --> 00:19:56,396 Besides, you were right about one thing, 482 00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:57,730 she is totally clueless. 483 00:19:57,764 --> 00:20:00,733 Think there's anything we can do to help? 484 00:20:00,767 --> 00:20:02,769 Maybe. I think so. 485 00:20:02,802 --> 00:20:04,671 You know, when I was 18, 486 00:20:04,704 --> 00:20:06,973 I swear, I was much more mature. 487 00:20:07,006 --> 00:20:08,541 I find that hard to believe. 488 00:20:08,575 --> 00:20:10,277 Come on. I got to go process her arrest. 489 00:20:10,310 --> 00:20:11,711 The parents just left. I don't think that was such 490 00:20:11,744 --> 00:20:13,580 an easy conversation. I could use your help. 491 00:20:15,915 --> 00:20:18,385 I do like this look on you, Reagan. Hmm? 492 00:20:18,418 --> 00:20:20,420 You're a real softy. 493 00:20:20,453 --> 00:20:22,655 Ugh. 494 00:20:24,457 --> 00:20:26,025 Gina? What the hell happened? 495 00:20:26,058 --> 00:20:28,395 JANKO: Gina! JAMIE: What happened? What happened? 496 00:20:28,428 --> 00:20:30,763 She's not breathing. 497 00:20:30,797 --> 00:20:32,632 You administered Naloxone? Twice. 498 00:20:32,665 --> 00:20:33,733 Try again. 499 00:20:35,402 --> 00:20:38,305 I'm sorry. She's gone. 500 00:20:39,972 --> 00:20:41,508 Move, move, move. 501 00:20:41,541 --> 00:20:44,711 Hey, Gina. Gina, hey, hey. 502 00:20:44,744 --> 00:20:47,280 Hey, Gina. Come back to us. Hey, Gina, come back. 503 00:20:47,314 --> 00:20:48,681 Come on. Come back to us. 504 00:20:48,715 --> 00:20:49,449 Come on, Gina. Gina, come on. Come back. 505 00:20:49,482 --> 00:20:51,584 Put in a second call for a bus. 506 00:20:53,753 --> 00:20:55,622 Come on, Gina. Come back, hey. 507 00:21:06,399 --> 00:21:09,536 I'm pulling my people in 24 hours. You won't do that. 508 00:21:09,569 --> 00:21:11,438 I've got an officer badly wounded. 509 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:12,839 They're not sticking around for more. 510 00:21:12,872 --> 00:21:14,874 You would leave the correctional officers there 511 00:21:14,907 --> 00:21:16,943 without any backup? Of course not. 512 00:21:16,976 --> 00:21:18,511 You'll call the governor 513 00:21:18,545 --> 00:21:20,880 and request state troopers and National Guard. 514 00:21:20,913 --> 00:21:23,082 I don't take orders from you. It's not an order. 515 00:21:23,115 --> 00:21:24,617 When you say it... You have every right 516 00:21:24,651 --> 00:21:26,353 to ignore my advice, 517 00:21:26,386 --> 00:21:28,388 and I have every right to act when you do so. 518 00:21:28,421 --> 00:21:29,489 You work for me. 519 00:21:29,522 --> 00:21:31,991 I work for my police officers. 520 00:21:32,024 --> 00:21:34,060 They're not canaries in your coal mine. 521 00:21:34,093 --> 00:21:36,363 Don't you paint me with that brush. 522 00:21:36,396 --> 00:21:38,665 My cops and your detail, ask them. 523 00:21:38,698 --> 00:21:41,901 They'll tell you you're making a huge mistake with this 524 00:21:41,934 --> 00:21:44,003 identity politics take on prison reform. 525 00:21:44,036 --> 00:21:46,038 You're a real piece of work, Frank. 526 00:21:46,072 --> 00:21:48,341 And the governor has the power to fire me. 527 00:21:48,375 --> 00:21:50,042 I know that. Just checking. 528 00:21:50,076 --> 00:21:51,511 Call Albany. 529 00:21:54,113 --> 00:21:54,914 Let me clarify. 530 00:21:54,947 --> 00:21:57,550 You left her alone, out of a cell, 531 00:21:57,584 --> 00:22:00,720 for long enough to go unconscious and be surrounded 532 00:22:00,753 --> 00:22:02,489 by a dozen or so officers... To talk to her parents. 533 00:22:02,522 --> 00:22:03,990 ...where she subsequently died. 534 00:22:07,059 --> 00:22:07,894 Do you let all of your prisoners 535 00:22:07,927 --> 00:22:09,596 make themselves at home in the precinct? 536 00:22:09,629 --> 00:22:11,097 Of course not. 537 00:22:11,130 --> 00:22:13,366 So you extend that courtesy to just the females. 538 00:22:13,400 --> 00:22:16,035 Sergeant, that's out of line. 539 00:22:16,068 --> 00:22:17,904 She was a kid. 540 00:22:17,937 --> 00:22:19,372 She needed her parents. 541 00:22:19,406 --> 00:22:20,773 Technically, she was 18 years old. 542 00:22:20,807 --> 00:22:22,041 Have you met an 18-year-old? 543 00:22:22,074 --> 00:22:23,275 The attitude isn't gonna help the fact 544 00:22:23,309 --> 00:22:25,512 that you and your partner failed to follow proper procedures. 545 00:22:25,545 --> 00:22:26,713 Officer Janko had nothing to do with this. 546 00:22:26,746 --> 00:22:28,915 I was the arresting officer. I administered the Naloxone. 547 00:22:28,948 --> 00:22:31,083 How much previous training did you have 548 00:22:31,117 --> 00:22:32,752 with the Naloxone device? 549 00:22:32,785 --> 00:22:33,886 I attended the department training. 550 00:22:33,920 --> 00:22:36,055 Do you believe you administered the fluids correctly? 551 00:22:36,088 --> 00:22:37,056 I did it as I was taught. 552 00:22:37,089 --> 00:22:39,158 And when you came upon Ms. Walker unconscious, 553 00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:42,462 the second time, did you use Naloxone? 554 00:22:42,495 --> 00:22:44,764 No. Other officers were already trying to revive her. 555 00:22:44,797 --> 00:22:46,098 Without success. 556 00:22:46,132 --> 00:22:48,401 Look, the ME explained it to me. 557 00:22:48,435 --> 00:22:51,538 All the Naloxone does is balance the heroin. 558 00:22:51,571 --> 00:22:53,940 The hospital misinterpreted the amount in her system. 559 00:22:53,973 --> 00:22:57,043 We're not disputing if the hospital is or is not to blame. 560 00:22:57,076 --> 00:23:00,413 We don't work for the hospital. We work for NYPD. 561 00:23:00,447 --> 00:23:01,180 Well, they're the ones that should be answering 562 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:02,381 these questions, though, not me. 563 00:23:02,415 --> 00:23:04,751 Officer Reagan, you took part in administering Naloxone 564 00:23:04,784 --> 00:23:05,885 into Ms. Walker's system. 565 00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:08,621 So you're telling me if I sat back, waited for the EMTs, 566 00:23:08,655 --> 00:23:11,424 and didn't save her life, I wouldn't be in this mess? 567 00:23:15,027 --> 00:23:18,631 That would make it a pretty unusual case. 568 00:23:18,665 --> 00:23:21,468 If the murderer is a stranger of a female victim, 569 00:23:21,501 --> 00:23:23,436 rarely does the rape kit come up clean. 570 00:23:23,470 --> 00:23:26,539 No sexual assault, no forced entry. 571 00:23:26,573 --> 00:23:27,840 It's gotta be someone she knew. 572 00:23:27,874 --> 00:23:29,075 What else can you tell us? 573 00:23:29,108 --> 00:23:30,810 She did die quickly. 574 00:23:30,843 --> 00:23:32,712 The incision around her neck was extremely deep. 575 00:23:32,745 --> 00:23:34,213 Killed her almost instantaneously. 576 00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:35,715 Any idea what kind of knife was used? 577 00:23:35,748 --> 00:23:36,949 Not a knife. 578 00:23:36,983 --> 00:23:38,685 More like some kind of tool. 579 00:23:38,718 --> 00:23:41,187 Tool like you'd find in a toolbox? 580 00:23:41,220 --> 00:23:43,656 No. Tool like you'd find in a toolshed. 581 00:23:43,690 --> 00:23:45,658 Something meant for wood, maybe gardening. 582 00:23:45,692 --> 00:23:47,126 More like a machete. 583 00:23:47,159 --> 00:23:50,029 Did you see anybody working around their place? No. 584 00:23:50,062 --> 00:23:53,165 But I did see her perfect gel manicure. 585 00:23:53,199 --> 00:23:55,735 No way was she getting those hands dirty. 586 00:23:55,768 --> 00:23:57,937 Right. 587 00:24:06,112 --> 00:24:08,681 You know, it kind of feels like I'm the one being suspended, 588 00:24:08,715 --> 00:24:10,249 riding with Ramos, 589 00:24:10,282 --> 00:24:13,019 eating tuna fish sandwiches all afternoon. 590 00:24:13,052 --> 00:24:14,921 Well, I'll trade places with you any day. 591 00:24:14,954 --> 00:24:17,490 How is the Naloxone retraining going? 592 00:24:17,524 --> 00:24:19,458 Just a constant reminder of Gina's death. 593 00:24:20,259 --> 00:24:23,162 Yeah, we need to try to move on. 594 00:24:23,195 --> 00:24:25,598 Gina's parents aren't moving on. 595 00:24:25,632 --> 00:24:27,767 They suing? Yep. 596 00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:28,935 I would. 597 00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:31,037 How are we supposed to know you can have a second OD, 598 00:24:31,070 --> 00:24:32,505 24 hours after intake? 599 00:24:32,539 --> 00:24:34,106 It wasn't a second OD. 600 00:24:35,174 --> 00:24:36,609 It was the same one. 601 00:24:36,643 --> 00:24:38,110 What do you mean? 602 00:24:38,144 --> 00:24:41,247 She was just... 603 00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:44,150 too doped up on the drip for anyone to tell 604 00:24:44,183 --> 00:24:47,286 that she still had the heroin in her system. 605 00:24:47,319 --> 00:24:49,556 So the hospital's at fault, not you. 606 00:24:49,589 --> 00:24:51,257 IAB doesn't care about that. 607 00:24:51,290 --> 00:24:53,259 You saved that girl's life the first time, 608 00:24:53,292 --> 00:24:55,227 and you did the right thing. 609 00:24:55,261 --> 00:24:57,697 Says who? 610 00:24:57,730 --> 00:25:00,600 You treated that girl like a human being, Jamie. 611 00:25:02,569 --> 00:25:04,203 I should have just stayed out of it. 612 00:25:04,236 --> 00:25:05,805 We both should have. 613 00:25:07,306 --> 00:25:08,775 Then she would have been in her cell. 614 00:25:08,808 --> 00:25:10,109 Who knows what would have happened? 615 00:25:10,142 --> 00:25:11,778 She could have died in her cell, too. 616 00:25:11,811 --> 00:25:14,213 Yeah, well, we'll never know. 617 00:25:14,246 --> 00:25:16,082 Right. We can play the "what ifs" game all night if you want, 618 00:25:16,115 --> 00:25:19,118 but it's not gonna change the fact that Gina's gone. 619 00:25:29,862 --> 00:25:31,998 JAMIE: I'm not exaggerating. 620 00:25:32,031 --> 00:25:33,065 It seems like every other call these days 621 00:25:33,099 --> 00:25:35,668 is some version of kids plus drugs equals tragedy. 622 00:25:35,702 --> 00:25:36,969 Another classmate 623 00:25:37,003 --> 00:25:38,938 from my high school overdosed just last month. 624 00:25:38,971 --> 00:25:41,340 That's three in one year. From? 625 00:25:41,373 --> 00:25:45,311 Fentanyl or heroin, not sure what the final verdict was. 626 00:25:45,344 --> 00:25:47,179 I know two kids in my neighborhood who died this year. 627 00:25:49,281 --> 00:25:50,282 "Knew them" knew them? 628 00:25:50,316 --> 00:25:51,283 Well, one kid's older brother, 629 00:25:51,317 --> 00:25:52,284 another kid's sister. 630 00:25:52,318 --> 00:25:53,653 Ah, you're way too young 631 00:25:53,686 --> 00:25:55,054 for that kind of tragedy. 632 00:25:55,087 --> 00:25:58,290 Tragedy doesn't have a minimum age, sad to say. 633 00:25:58,324 --> 00:25:59,358 It's like the modern plague. 634 00:25:59,391 --> 00:26:00,693 Yeah, except it's worse. 635 00:26:00,727 --> 00:26:02,261 The plague is a sickness 636 00:26:02,294 --> 00:26:04,597 that you catch. You don't go out and say, 637 00:26:04,631 --> 00:26:06,265 "Hey, let's score some plague tonight." 638 00:26:06,298 --> 00:26:08,267 These kids are doing this to themselves. 639 00:26:08,300 --> 00:26:10,336 And you can't just go, "Just say no." 640 00:26:10,369 --> 00:26:13,640 Yeah, but sometimes the simplest answer is the best one. 641 00:26:13,673 --> 00:26:14,707 And the right one. 642 00:26:14,741 --> 00:26:18,044 Not just a catchphrase-- the point, the education. 643 00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,211 DANNY: That's right. 644 00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:20,212 Might not have solved everything, 645 00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:22,381 but "just say no" was a start. FRANK: Yeah. 646 00:26:22,414 --> 00:26:23,683 Where did it come from? 647 00:26:23,716 --> 00:26:25,718 Really? 648 00:26:25,752 --> 00:26:28,320 Yeah. I mean, I know it's a thing. 649 00:26:28,354 --> 00:26:30,289 (laughs) 650 00:26:30,322 --> 00:26:32,391 Another Reagan, believe it or not. 651 00:26:32,424 --> 00:26:34,093 First Lady Nancy. 652 00:26:34,126 --> 00:26:35,394 ERIN: I think Dad's right. 653 00:26:35,427 --> 00:26:36,295 It comes down to education. 654 00:26:36,328 --> 00:26:37,630 Or lack thereof, 655 00:26:37,664 --> 00:26:39,398 in this case. Tell me something. 656 00:26:39,431 --> 00:26:41,668 How many of your friends have you lost 657 00:26:41,701 --> 00:26:43,670 to drunk driving accidents? 658 00:26:43,703 --> 00:26:44,303 None. 659 00:26:44,336 --> 00:26:45,104 None. 660 00:26:45,137 --> 00:26:45,805 None. 661 00:26:45,838 --> 00:26:47,039 Because...? 662 00:26:47,073 --> 00:26:48,374 Designated drivers. 663 00:26:48,407 --> 00:26:49,341 Taxis. 664 00:26:49,375 --> 00:26:50,877 And...? 665 00:26:50,910 --> 00:26:53,045 Because it's drilled into us from kindergarten. 666 00:26:53,079 --> 00:26:55,047 Don't drink and drive. Period. 667 00:26:55,081 --> 00:26:57,183 But heroin and cocaine? 668 00:26:57,216 --> 00:26:58,117 JACK: I mean, it should 669 00:26:58,150 --> 00:26:59,786 go without saying. 670 00:26:59,819 --> 00:27:02,021 But clearly, it needs saying. 671 00:27:02,054 --> 00:27:05,257 It was kind of the opposite when we were growing up. 672 00:27:05,291 --> 00:27:07,326 "Drugs kill." DANNY: Yeah, 673 00:27:07,359 --> 00:27:09,395 like that fried egg commercial, where they crack the egg 674 00:27:09,428 --> 00:27:10,897 on the sizzling frying pan. 675 00:27:10,930 --> 00:27:12,799 "This is your brain on drugs." 676 00:27:12,832 --> 00:27:14,000 That worked. 677 00:27:14,033 --> 00:27:16,168 Yeah. And how many of your friends OD'd? 678 00:27:16,202 --> 00:27:17,737 None of 'em. Me, neither. 679 00:27:17,770 --> 00:27:19,739 Yeah, but drunk driving fatalities? 680 00:27:19,772 --> 00:27:21,708 Eh... JAMIE: Three, four? 681 00:27:21,741 --> 00:27:22,374 DANNY: At least. 682 00:27:22,408 --> 00:27:23,876 Jimmy Driscoll, that's five. 683 00:27:23,910 --> 00:27:24,844 ERIN: Yeah, 684 00:27:24,877 --> 00:27:26,345 so maybe the drilling saved you from that. 685 00:27:26,378 --> 00:27:28,715 It's not like they said, "Don't drink and drive, 686 00:27:28,748 --> 00:27:30,216 but go ahead and do drugs," you know? 687 00:27:30,249 --> 00:27:32,018 Don't, okay? Just don't. 688 00:27:32,051 --> 00:27:33,185 And if you see your friends doing it, 689 00:27:33,219 --> 00:27:35,722 or even your enemies, bust 'em. 690 00:27:35,755 --> 00:27:36,689 We're not cops. 691 00:27:36,723 --> 00:27:37,824 I know that. I mean bust 'em 692 00:27:37,857 --> 00:27:40,159 the way other kids do to each other. 693 00:27:40,192 --> 00:27:41,728 Whatever you have to do. 694 00:27:45,898 --> 00:27:48,735 When I think I've had a tough week, I remember: 695 00:27:48,768 --> 00:27:51,237 not as tough as being the parent of a teenager. 696 00:27:53,740 --> 00:27:56,342 Amen to that, brother. 697 00:27:58,044 --> 00:27:59,411 Are you high? 698 00:27:59,445 --> 00:28:02,114 (laughter) 699 00:28:08,120 --> 00:28:09,922 What's eating you? 700 00:28:09,956 --> 00:28:11,758 Nothing. 701 00:28:11,791 --> 00:28:13,926 Come on, you can't fool me. 702 00:28:13,960 --> 00:28:15,294 Just pissed off. 703 00:28:15,327 --> 00:28:16,395 At your dinner? 704 00:28:16,428 --> 00:28:18,030 Our screwed-up system. 705 00:28:18,064 --> 00:28:20,800 Well, at least you're not gonna lose your job. 706 00:28:20,833 --> 00:28:22,201 Yeah, I know, I get it. 707 00:28:22,234 --> 00:28:24,470 I'm not gonna lose my job, I should be happy. Right? 708 00:28:24,503 --> 00:28:26,773 I'm not saying you have to be happy. 709 00:28:26,806 --> 00:28:28,340 God knows I'm not always happy. 710 00:28:28,374 --> 00:28:29,976 It's just... 711 00:28:30,009 --> 00:28:32,344 I was expected to save her twice. 712 00:28:32,378 --> 00:28:35,381 And me, I couldn't believe I saved her the first time. 713 00:28:35,414 --> 00:28:37,516 Well, you're gonna lose some, 714 00:28:37,549 --> 00:28:38,885 but you're gonna save some, too. 715 00:28:38,918 --> 00:28:40,386 It comes with the territory. 716 00:28:42,254 --> 00:28:43,890 I don't think we're gonna put a dent in this world 717 00:28:43,923 --> 00:28:45,224 with drugs like heroin. 718 00:28:47,493 --> 00:28:49,161 Her death's not on you. 719 00:28:49,195 --> 00:28:51,197 That's not what I'm hearing. 720 00:28:52,932 --> 00:28:55,334 Should've seen her, sis. 721 00:28:55,367 --> 00:28:58,370 She came back to life before my eyes. 722 00:29:00,572 --> 00:29:04,243 But it didn't matter; I couldn't save her in the end. 723 00:29:04,276 --> 00:29:06,412 You did your best. 724 00:29:06,445 --> 00:29:08,247 And they're telling me my best wasn't good enough. 725 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:10,749 You do enough, Jamie. 726 00:29:13,485 --> 00:29:14,821 Do me a favor, will you? 727 00:29:14,854 --> 00:29:16,856 Tell the sergeants down at IAB that. 728 00:29:24,530 --> 00:29:26,332 Come on, would you just open up? DAVID: Go away. 729 00:29:26,365 --> 00:29:28,534 Well, look, we're not here to arrest you. 730 00:29:28,567 --> 00:29:29,535 Good. 731 00:29:29,568 --> 00:29:31,804 Then I'll say it again: Go away. 732 00:29:33,272 --> 00:29:34,907 (sighs) 733 00:29:34,941 --> 00:29:36,508 Hey, you know, your kid gave you an alibi. 734 00:29:36,542 --> 00:29:37,509 DAVID: What do you want? 735 00:29:37,543 --> 00:29:38,510 We want your help, 736 00:29:38,544 --> 00:29:39,578 that's what we want. 737 00:29:39,611 --> 00:29:41,480 Now, why would I help you? 738 00:29:41,513 --> 00:29:43,082 Because you want to help your kids. 739 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:45,351 And because whoever did this is someone your wife knew 740 00:29:45,384 --> 00:29:46,485 and it's probably someone you knew. 741 00:29:46,518 --> 00:29:48,020 (sighs) 742 00:29:48,054 --> 00:29:49,455 Two minutes. 743 00:29:51,323 --> 00:29:52,424 (Baez sighs) 744 00:29:52,458 --> 00:29:53,826 That's my partner, Detective Baez. 745 00:29:53,860 --> 00:29:55,161 How are you? 746 00:29:55,194 --> 00:29:56,428 We made a list. We noted 747 00:29:56,462 --> 00:29:58,264 your ex-wife's, uh, FedEx guy, 748 00:29:58,297 --> 00:30:00,833 pizza delivery, mailman, handyman, 749 00:30:00,867 --> 00:30:01,533 lawn service... 750 00:30:01,567 --> 00:30:02,568 No, that's wrong. 751 00:30:02,601 --> 00:30:04,036 Which? 752 00:30:04,070 --> 00:30:05,304 Joe's not doing the lawn anymore. 753 00:30:06,605 --> 00:30:08,307 He's an old friend. 754 00:30:08,340 --> 00:30:10,242 Quit the business a couple weeks ago. 755 00:30:10,276 --> 00:30:12,511 Well, did she bring in a new landscaping company? 756 00:30:12,544 --> 00:30:14,080 Someone's been doing that lawn. 757 00:30:14,113 --> 00:30:15,347 Jessie would never 758 00:30:15,381 --> 00:30:16,382 leave it unattended. 759 00:30:16,415 --> 00:30:17,516 Well, where would she go? 760 00:30:17,549 --> 00:30:19,385 Yeah, she take recommendations from friends, neighbors? 761 00:30:19,418 --> 00:30:21,320 What? No, I doubt it. 762 00:30:21,353 --> 00:30:23,589 She liked to do things on the cheap, 763 00:30:23,622 --> 00:30:25,224 unlike most people in our neighborhood. 764 00:30:25,257 --> 00:30:27,426 Okay, well, if she didn't want to hire local, 765 00:30:27,459 --> 00:30:28,360 where would she go? 766 00:30:28,394 --> 00:30:31,463 Her father used to hire guys 767 00:30:31,497 --> 00:30:33,399 outside the convenience store. 768 00:30:33,432 --> 00:30:34,400 You know, 7:00 a.m., 769 00:30:34,433 --> 00:30:36,903 bunch of guys wait to get work for the day. 770 00:30:36,936 --> 00:30:38,337 Day laborers. 771 00:30:38,370 --> 00:30:40,039 I know where to go. Then let's go. 772 00:31:04,563 --> 00:31:06,432 (taps window) 773 00:31:06,465 --> 00:31:08,034 Take the keys out of the ignition, 774 00:31:08,067 --> 00:31:08,867 put your hands on the wheel. 775 00:31:08,901 --> 00:31:10,502 Keep your hands where I can see them. 776 00:31:10,536 --> 00:31:11,938 Officers, I-I swear, I don't... Relax. 777 00:31:11,971 --> 00:31:13,239 We're not Immigration. 778 00:31:13,272 --> 00:31:15,074 We're investigating a homicide. We need you to answer questions. 779 00:31:15,107 --> 00:31:16,275 Get your hands on the wheel. Homicide? 780 00:31:16,308 --> 00:31:17,910 I don't know anything about a homicide. 781 00:31:17,944 --> 00:31:19,045 You recognize this woman? 782 00:31:19,078 --> 00:31:20,512 Did you hire someone to do her lawn? 783 00:31:20,546 --> 00:31:23,515 Uh, I don't think so? 784 00:31:23,549 --> 00:31:25,451 Maybe you'll think better down at the squad room? 785 00:31:25,484 --> 00:31:26,953 No, no, no, no, that won't be necessary. 786 00:31:26,986 --> 00:31:28,354 Who did you hire to do her lawn? 787 00:31:28,387 --> 00:31:29,956 Some guy. 788 00:31:29,989 --> 00:31:31,590 He hasn't been around here lately. I wonder why. 789 00:31:31,623 --> 00:31:33,192 Come with us. Show us where he is. 790 00:31:33,225 --> 00:31:35,995 I don't want to. Sure, you do. 791 00:31:36,028 --> 00:31:37,496 We'll get you a bacon, egg and cheese on the way. 792 00:31:37,529 --> 00:31:39,065 Let's go. Okay, okay, okay. Yeah. Thank you. 793 00:31:44,703 --> 00:31:46,638 DANNY: All right, boss man. Is that the guy? 794 00:31:46,672 --> 00:31:49,541 HOBBS: Yeah, that's the guy. Arturo. 795 00:31:49,575 --> 00:31:52,044 You sit tight. 796 00:31:56,715 --> 00:31:58,017 Excuse me. 797 00:31:58,050 --> 00:31:59,485 Wondering if you could help us out. 798 00:31:59,518 --> 00:32:02,088 We're a little bit lost. We're looking for number 214. 799 00:32:04,290 --> 00:32:06,392 You want to help us out? 800 00:32:08,427 --> 00:32:09,595 Hey! 801 00:32:10,496 --> 00:32:11,563 Hey! 802 00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:16,635 Hold it! 803 00:32:16,668 --> 00:32:17,669 (shouts) 804 00:32:20,239 --> 00:32:23,042 (grunts) 805 00:32:24,076 --> 00:32:26,645 Arturo? 806 00:32:26,678 --> 00:32:28,280 Hey, man, we just want to talk. 807 00:32:28,314 --> 00:32:30,582 All right? 808 00:32:33,352 --> 00:32:34,553 Yah! 809 00:32:35,621 --> 00:32:36,755 Didn't anybody ever tell you 810 00:32:36,788 --> 00:32:38,724 not to bring a shovel to a gunfight? 811 00:32:38,757 --> 00:32:41,393 Get on your feet. 812 00:32:41,427 --> 00:32:43,762 Get on your feet! 813 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:46,265 Tell this scumbag he's under arrest 814 00:32:46,298 --> 00:32:47,466 for menacing an officer. 815 00:32:47,499 --> 00:32:48,600 I think he knows. 816 00:32:53,205 --> 00:32:56,042 Commissioner, were you expecting the mayor? 817 00:32:57,076 --> 00:32:59,511 No. 818 00:32:59,545 --> 00:33:01,580 She is in the building and on her way up. 819 00:33:01,613 --> 00:33:03,082 (elevator bell chimes) 820 00:33:03,115 --> 00:33:04,583 Actually, she is off the elevator, 821 00:33:04,616 --> 00:33:06,552 and she looks locked and loaded. 822 00:33:06,585 --> 00:33:07,619 Madam Mayor. 823 00:33:07,653 --> 00:33:09,488 Do you know 824 00:33:09,521 --> 00:33:11,623 who couldn't get the time of day 825 00:33:11,657 --> 00:33:14,160 or a glass of water in Albany? 826 00:33:14,193 --> 00:33:15,594 You. 827 00:33:15,627 --> 00:33:16,995 I could've told you that. 828 00:33:18,697 --> 00:33:21,400 The governor and AG agree 100% 829 00:33:21,433 --> 00:33:23,669 on who they'd like to see as commissioner. 830 00:33:23,702 --> 00:33:24,636 Who? 831 00:33:24,670 --> 00:33:26,172 ABY. Abby who? 832 00:33:26,205 --> 00:33:29,408 A-B-Y: anybody but you. 833 00:33:29,441 --> 00:33:31,543 Ah. 834 00:33:31,577 --> 00:33:34,113 They said no to backup. 835 00:33:34,146 --> 00:33:38,084 I had to reinstate the solitary confinement option 836 00:33:38,117 --> 00:33:41,620 against my better judgment. 837 00:33:41,653 --> 00:33:44,823 Well, I guess all's well that ends well. 838 00:33:44,856 --> 00:33:48,094 I ended up defending you. 839 00:33:48,127 --> 00:33:51,130 That was painful, Frank. 840 00:33:54,466 --> 00:33:56,202 Here's a revised proposal. 841 00:33:58,237 --> 00:33:59,671 What changed your mind? 842 00:33:59,705 --> 00:34:03,342 Detective Clarice Bunuel. 843 00:34:03,375 --> 00:34:06,278 Sorry. Doesn't ring a bell. 844 00:34:06,312 --> 00:34:08,114 She's on my detail. 845 00:34:08,147 --> 00:34:09,281 Oh. 846 00:34:09,315 --> 00:34:10,749 She has a psychology degree 847 00:34:10,782 --> 00:34:14,386 that specializes in anger management, 848 00:34:14,420 --> 00:34:16,755 and she is smart. 849 00:34:16,788 --> 00:34:20,692 That's good to hear. 850 00:34:20,726 --> 00:34:23,129 Would you look at that? 851 00:34:23,162 --> 00:34:26,465 I'd appreciate your thoughts. 852 00:34:26,498 --> 00:34:29,435 (sighs) 853 00:34:29,468 --> 00:34:32,070 Done. 854 00:34:32,904 --> 00:34:35,874 Thank you. 855 00:34:35,907 --> 00:34:39,811 And, Frank, remember when you compared yourself 856 00:34:39,845 --> 00:34:42,281 to those old buildings? 857 00:34:42,314 --> 00:34:44,716 They're an eyesore till they get torn down, 858 00:34:44,750 --> 00:34:46,685 and then they're beloved? 859 00:34:46,718 --> 00:34:50,256 Well, that was just a metaphor. 860 00:34:50,289 --> 00:34:53,825 Well, you know what really happens? 861 00:34:53,859 --> 00:34:57,529 Couple of people bitch for a couple of weeks, 862 00:34:57,563 --> 00:35:00,299 and then life just goes on. 863 00:35:04,636 --> 00:35:07,173 No one is indispensable. 864 00:35:07,206 --> 00:35:10,609 (chuckles): Certainly not me. 865 00:35:10,642 --> 00:35:12,644 But not you, either. 866 00:35:13,812 --> 00:35:15,814 Good day. 867 00:35:20,252 --> 00:35:21,753 (door closes) 868 00:35:21,787 --> 00:35:23,789 (exhales) 869 00:35:46,978 --> 00:35:49,781 LEAH: Officer Reagan? 870 00:35:49,815 --> 00:35:51,583 I didn't mean to interrupt. 871 00:35:51,617 --> 00:35:54,686 SAM: You here to visit Gina? 872 00:35:54,720 --> 00:35:55,621 I came to drop these, 873 00:35:55,654 --> 00:35:57,856 but I understand you wouldn't want me here. 874 00:35:57,889 --> 00:35:59,891 SAM: Come over here. 875 00:36:06,932 --> 00:36:08,900 I'm sorry. 876 00:36:08,934 --> 00:36:10,869 Please, don't apologize. 877 00:36:10,902 --> 00:36:12,271 Aren't you in the middle 878 00:36:12,304 --> 00:36:13,539 of suing the department? 879 00:36:13,572 --> 00:36:16,575 No. Not anymore. 880 00:36:16,608 --> 00:36:18,744 But it doesn't matter, really. 881 00:36:18,777 --> 00:36:20,779 Blame's not gonna bring her back. 882 00:36:20,812 --> 00:36:22,714 I'm so sorry. 883 00:36:22,748 --> 00:36:24,250 What you must be going through... 884 00:36:25,751 --> 00:36:27,386 Officer Reagan... 885 00:36:27,419 --> 00:36:29,655 Jamie, please. Call me Jamie. 886 00:36:29,688 --> 00:36:33,492 Jamie. I've been wanting to thank you. 887 00:36:36,262 --> 00:36:37,896 If it wasn't for you, 888 00:36:37,929 --> 00:36:39,765 we wouldn't have gotten to see our little girl 889 00:36:39,798 --> 00:36:41,867 before she passed away. 890 00:36:41,900 --> 00:36:43,869 Wouldn't have been able to touch her, 891 00:36:43,902 --> 00:36:46,338 to hug her. 892 00:36:46,372 --> 00:36:49,475 We owe nobody but you for that. 893 00:37:14,933 --> 00:37:16,402 Come in. 894 00:37:16,435 --> 00:37:17,769 Thanks. 895 00:37:21,807 --> 00:37:23,275 You don't go away. 896 00:37:23,309 --> 00:37:24,810 Do you? We got him. 897 00:37:28,847 --> 00:37:31,550 Who was it? Landscaper. 898 00:37:31,583 --> 00:37:33,552 Arturo Alvarez. 899 00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:35,921 I don't know him. He's only been cutting her lawn 900 00:37:35,954 --> 00:37:37,789 for a few weeks, but she caught him 901 00:37:37,823 --> 00:37:40,459 sneaking upstairs that afternoon. 902 00:37:40,492 --> 00:37:42,861 He freaked out and didn't let her live 903 00:37:42,894 --> 00:37:45,397 to tell about him. Son of a bitch should rot in jail. 904 00:37:45,431 --> 00:37:46,865 He will. 905 00:37:46,898 --> 00:37:48,734 You always make house calls? 906 00:37:48,767 --> 00:37:52,438 Not usually, but, uh... 907 00:37:52,471 --> 00:37:54,506 didn't really come here for this. 908 00:37:54,540 --> 00:37:56,775 Do you m...? Yeah. 909 00:37:58,910 --> 00:37:59,711 Look, I was giving it some thought, 910 00:37:59,745 --> 00:38:01,847 and I kind of realized you and me, 911 00:38:01,880 --> 00:38:03,849 believe it or not, may have something in common. 912 00:38:03,882 --> 00:38:05,784 Oh, yeah? What's that? 913 00:38:05,817 --> 00:38:09,855 Well, my wife died a few months back, too. 914 00:38:11,890 --> 00:38:13,959 I'm sorry to hear that. 915 00:38:13,992 --> 00:38:15,527 It's all right. 916 00:38:15,561 --> 00:38:18,497 Thing is, she left me with two teenage boys, 917 00:38:18,530 --> 00:38:20,699 and, way I see it, it's kind of like 918 00:38:20,732 --> 00:38:22,501 having a big, new job now. 919 00:38:22,534 --> 00:38:24,636 You know, I got to make sure 920 00:38:24,670 --> 00:38:26,472 that the one parent those boys do have 921 00:38:26,505 --> 00:38:29,007 is the best possible parent he could be. 922 00:38:29,040 --> 00:38:31,643 So finding myself making breakfasts 923 00:38:31,677 --> 00:38:34,713 and lunches and talking about emotions 924 00:38:34,746 --> 00:38:37,883 and things I never really had to do as a father. (chuckles) 925 00:38:37,916 --> 00:38:39,685 I don't picture you in an apron. 926 00:38:39,718 --> 00:38:42,053 I can't cook a TV dinner, okay? 927 00:38:42,087 --> 00:38:45,991 But, in many ways, 928 00:38:46,024 --> 00:38:49,961 it's been the best opportunity of my life. 929 00:38:49,995 --> 00:38:53,031 An opportunity that I might not have taken... 930 00:38:53,064 --> 00:38:55,967 probably wouldn't have stepped up for if not... 931 00:38:56,001 --> 00:38:59,605 Look, my children don't want that from me. 932 00:38:59,638 --> 00:39:01,973 Do you really believe that? 933 00:39:04,443 --> 00:39:06,512 I mean, who did Nick call 934 00:39:06,545 --> 00:39:08,980 when he was afraid? 935 00:39:09,014 --> 00:39:11,983 Who did he turn to when he didn't know what to do? 936 00:39:14,019 --> 00:39:16,888 Me. 937 00:39:16,922 --> 00:39:18,924 Yeah, you. 938 00:39:21,660 --> 00:39:24,496 And yet here you are, wasting that opportunity. 939 00:39:27,132 --> 00:39:29,901 Maybe it's not my place, 940 00:39:29,935 --> 00:39:33,739 and if I'm out of line, I apologize, but... 941 00:39:33,772 --> 00:39:36,542 your kids are growing up. 942 00:39:36,575 --> 00:39:37,876 They're gonna be graduating school, 943 00:39:37,909 --> 00:39:40,812 having families, falling in love. 944 00:39:40,846 --> 00:39:42,681 Father to father, 945 00:39:42,714 --> 00:39:44,450 don't you want to be part of that? 946 00:39:45,484 --> 00:39:47,919 I do. 947 00:39:47,953 --> 00:39:50,088 Maybe it's time to put on your big boy pants 948 00:39:50,121 --> 00:39:52,458 and be a dad again, huh? 949 00:39:59,565 --> 00:40:03,168 I'm sure your kids could use one. 950 00:40:03,201 --> 00:40:07,172 Captioning sponsored by CBS 951 00:40:07,205 --> 00:40:09,407 Captioned by Media Access Group at WGBH access.wgbh.org